I won’t say that i figured it all out.. life i mean, and i am content that i never did, and never will.. cause when i will be 100% certain about the reason of my existence on earth, i presume this will be my last day, at least this is what i think..
The 50% certainty we always posses scientifically speaking you can either know the speed or the place of an atom at a certain point of time.. it’s 50% of the facts at a certain time.. you see my point?! meaning that it’s a myth to say that you are 100% certain about anything at any point of time, even if you had the world’s latest knowledge and access to information.. and even the 50% is bound to time, “There are no eternal facts, as there are no absolute truths”.. it takes us again back to ourselves, whatever we seek out of truth is only matter of how we perceive things “Why does man not see things? He is himself standing in the way: he conceals things” even for the truth, is merely a truth and it goes out of context when time passes “All things are subject to interpretation. Whichever interpretation prevails at a given time is a function of power and not truth” this also can be explained “the only constant in life is change“. Truth is just a another facade the reflects what’s inside us, that we reflect in things we perceive; which drastically changes over time when you either gain more experience, or know more about that thing that you used to fear “There is nothing more to truth than what we are willing to assert as true”. As anything that might be opposing your progression in life is fear is interpreted in the external shell in terms of behavior, when you are less experienced in life you usually experience it in anger, frustration or agony, cause you don’t know..
We became so obsessed of knowing, rather than understanding.. we are always striving to be 100% certain of things we are about to do before doing it, we think that whatever humans have unfolded on mystics of life, is enough to address our insecurities about things we fear, we want to beat fear that is holding us back from treading on life and moving forward.. it’s weird that we tend to reject moving forward and taking that leap of faith in the unknown cause we are uncertain about the consequences of our actions, or we are trying to impractically apply previous experiences on future situations to avoid repeating patterns of pain. Yet, when we become accustomed with our preset routine in life, we become so bored of the convenience of life and how it became less interesting.. and this is exactly when you get stuck in the rut.. life becomes insipid “The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and science” doesn’t that defy your faith – if you happen to be a believer in whatever superpower that controls the universe – you say that faith is believing in the existence of super power, yet not seeing it.. it’s the leap of faith that you take every time you are tucked in the rut and need to take that jump into the unknown, when you lack getting the other 50% of certainty, that has been proved to be not true anyways.. it was just your misconception that gave you the feeling that you are 100% certain about something.. which we mundanely call it confidence!
Confidence.. is the art of pretending to know the other 50% of the uncertainty in your hand, and convincing yourself and having the guts to take that leap of faith towards the preconceived to be 100% certainty, and this is quite what the conventional courses try to teach to potential entrepreneurs on how to wrap risks and preconceive it as opportunities instead of obstacles.. needless to support this with endless quotes about courage, and wisdom quotes taken from our ancestors, paving us the way on how to gain the confidence and changing your perception that you got all what it takes to take this scary step in the unknown.. what’s funny about it that you get 50% of success/failure, that goes hand-in-hand with 50% blessing/lesson that you need to acquire to tread in your life, grow and become what you think you are supposed to be..
It’s always the 50% uncertainty that gets us ahead of others, and motivates us to wake everyday encouraging us to leave our mark on the world.. and because there’s no absolute truth but merely the interpretation that prevails at a given time, this when we are asked to seize the present and keep our focus there, and learn from the past and not to worry about the future.. even the Messiah when he prayed to God, he prayed to supply him with the food of the day, he didn’t complaint about yesterday, and didn’t ask for tomorrow.. he just cared and lived in the moment and in the present, cause this is what he knows for now.. everything constantly changes overtime, people, circumstances, climate, opinions, feelings.. they take different forms and shapes, our role as humans is to enjoy things when they are there.. for the good we embrace it, revolve around it and do our best for it to evolve and get the different tastes of it.. for the bad we try ambulate or abstain from letting it affect us..
Ironically, we proclaim to ourselves that other things in life is unconditionally 100% certain about, we wake up and go to work and we believe the lie that we will do this and that.. but we are seldom 100% efficient on our work everyday.. but the amazing part that we convince ourselves every single morning that we can do that, sometimes we do.. some other times we don’t.. but it seems when it comes to habits it goes within the unconsciousness part, that does not do any kind of new processing, but rather than repeating the same adopted behavior that you did last time, this is why forcing yourself into a new habit takes a while before your mind stops alerting you about the 50% of doubts of not doing a certain things.. the 21 days to gain a certain habit, or as i prefer to call it.. the mind-hushing factor..
But there’s no life in the comfort zone, nothing new.. everything is stagnating, stall state of living.. it’s you living more on the dull side of life where there’s no action.. it’s the prevailing unconsciousness that your life has become.. it’s the fake preconceived 50% of certainty that keeps your life unconsciously moving.. you’re becoming a walking dead or a zombie, and you feel the emptiness is filling you inside out.. you feel the purposeless of life, and how insignificant you are relatively to anything or anyone.. but it’s comfortable i know..
This is why problems and instability in life and relations usually triggers fears, that might be indulged and expressed in the shape of anger, resentment or even abstaining from living the moment and dwelling in the past/last time we were happy.. cause it’s easier to replay happy moments and reminisce, than creating new ones.. conformity with everyone else.. it’s comfortable i know..
But life is not about being comfortable, it’s about changing, moving, doing things and growing.. life is action, life is consciousness.. life is about enjoying each tidbit of it.. life in 3D.. the good, the bad.. and the depth of both..
Be conscious.. be aware.. got it!
Till next time..